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Любовь - единственная страсть, не признающая ни прошлого, ни будущего.  To those whow I do love and miss... There's nothing I wouldn't do To have just one more chance To look into your eyes And see you looking back I'm sorry for blaming you For everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself by hurting you... Current mood:  hopeful.Current music: noise from hoover. Uraaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! U moego druga rodilsya malchik :D Vot segodnya. Oni jivut v Dubai. Malchish-krepish, tfu-tfu-tfu. 4,2kg i 55cm. On govorit dva dnya provel v bolnice. Govorit rojat eto ne delo mujchin :D t.k. ochen trudno. Ya za nih ochen rad. :D Kstati Tiesto nachinaet tour po Europe. Postaraus poehat na ego koncert v Mae ili Iune. No skoree vsego poluchitsya v Iune, t.k. v Mae u menya budut ekzameni i sdacha dissertacii. A potom s legkoi dushoi poedu na samuu luchshuu tusu v Mire. Tiesto rocks!!!! Na takuu tusu dumau mojno budet prinyat extazy :D Voobshe hochu produktivno provesti eto leto. Ibiza!!!! Hey, we're going to Ibiza!!! Towards to paradise!!! Current mood:  crazy.Current music: club music. Wow, segodnya na rabote konkretnobusy bilo. Hotya nas bilo troe. Nu tretiy prohodil training. Prikolniy chuvak. On s Portugal. Govorit, chto v detstve igral za Benfica FC. Nu ya toje vfootball igrau :D Potom nemnogo bilo messy na rabte, t.k. u nas bili dva incidents nedavno i posle etogo zabrali vse master keys. Iz-za etogo nevojmojno popast v jiznenno vajnie komnati gostinici, t.k. tam nahoditsya vsya system, kotoraya kontroliruet vse operacii. Mnoge jaluutsya, chto internet ne rabotaet, tv ne pashet. Mda, it really sucks. Zavtra s utra idu v swimming pool :D Ujasno soskuchilsya po plavaniu. Tolko vot solnca net, heh. Potom posle plavania nado v univer. Tam u menya vstrecha s supervisorom. On sledit za hodom moey disseration work. Mi s nim doljni obsudit research questions in my disseration. I nakonec-to v subbotu ya smogu popast v Trinity College Library. Samaya bolshaya v Dublin. Postaratsya pobolshe naydti info. Ato tam access dlya studentov s drugih univerov vsego lish odin den v nedelu - Subbotu. So, keep your life busy and get maximum of opportunities. Okie-dokie. Poydu poujinau. Tolko s raboti prishel. :D I'm always on. So, see you in the web. Cheers. Current mood:  busy.Current music: kakoy-to R'n'B, v pripeve tipa "save me". A dojd na oknah risuet, napominaya o tvoih poceluyah..... Current mood:  blank.Current music: hi-fi.
Current mood:  awake.Current music: samba de janeiro.           
Current mood:  cheerful.Current music: blestyashie - vsyo letala :D. Tut nashi fotki from Paris na St. Valentine's day.      
Current mood: cheerful.Current music: radio hitfm. Skolko ostalos do polnogo SCHASTYA??????? Budu schitat :D Current mood: cheerful.Current music: melodiya v golove. Da, ne vsyo proishodit tak kak ti hochesh... Vi tolko ne podumayte, chto ya jaluus, prosto etot mir takoi burokratichniy inogda daje tonesh v etom okeane burokratii. I just miss my family and home. Hochetsya uvidet rodnih, druzey, svoi gorod. No na danniy moment u menya ne poluchaetsya poehat tuda. Hotya jelanie ochen bolshoe, tolko est koe-kakie prepyadstviya, kotorie ne zavisyat ot nas. I really miss my family. Kajdiy raz kogda ya zvonu domoi, ya slishu v golose svoih rodnih zatyanuvshuusya tosku. Oni ochen skuchaut po mne, osobenno roditeli. K tomu je oni u menya ne takie molodie i poetomu oni silnee perejivaut za menya. NO v moem golose staraus peredat im, chto u menya vsyo horosho, chtobi hot kak-to smyagchit etu tosku. Osobenno moya mama, ona u menya ochen sentimentalnaya. Bivaet, chto inogda ee golos drojit i vot-vot rasplachetsya, no ona sderjivaet sebya :'( Ya skazal rodniim, chto postaraus priehat k nim etim letom, a poka budu radovat ih svoimi fotografiyami.Edinstvennoe, chto mogu seichas im predlojit. Nu vsyo ok. Prorvemsya. Budte blije so svomi rodnimi i lubimimi. Do svyazi. Current mood: optimistic.Current music: loveradio. Ya v otchayanii... Ne znayu kak tolkom eto obyasnit... Prosto ujasno, chto eto otrajaetsya na nashih otnosheniyah. I mean mejdu mnoi i moey devushkoi. Ya ne tak reagiruu na ee schastye. Ey horosho, no vmesto togo, chtobi radovatsya, ya nachinau na nee davit. Eto ujasno, navernoe ya prosto ne umeu razdelyat schastye drugih :( Mne vsyo nadoelo. Nadoelu dumaat o svoih ekzamenah, ot tom, chto menya jdet v budushem. Vsyo eti perejivania meshaut normalnomu hodu moey jizni. Ya staraus bit terpelivim, no inogda bbivaet, chto ya ne mogu viyti iz labirinta. Edinstvenniy chelovek, kto vsegda menya podderjivaet- moya devushka. A vmesto togo, chtobi takje otnositsya k ney, a prosto vedu sebya egoisticheski. Ya slishkom zagruzil ee svoimi problemami. V dobavok vedu sebya kak nichtojestvo, kotoroe ne cenit pomosh, podderku, teplotu, lubov blizkogo cheloveka. I hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself, i hate myself.... Mne ujasno proho, chto iz-za menya ona grustit, v silnoi pechali. Chestno, mne ne hochetsya bit tem, kto prinosit odni problemi. Prosto chasto ya osoznau, chto ya ne prenadleju etomu miru..... Ya nadeus, kogda-nibud Madina prostit menya. Chestno, ya ispravlus. Po-detski skazano. S etogo momenta ya sdelau vsyo, chtobi bolshe takogo ne povtoryalos. Janim, prosti menya, esli smojesh. Bolshe nichego ne jelau. Prosti za vsyo za tu bol, chto chasto prichinyal tebe..... Current mood:  depressed.Current music: no music, shum ot ac. |
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